Guess What? Your Still A Nigger

You Know what I read on a blog about a successful black man?

Dress a nigga up in a three-piece suit and he’s STILL a stinkin dirty nigga

Cruel.. But That’s what they think..

I touched Upon this topic on Facebook lightly like I do most things on there. And all the replies were trying to sort of pacify the topic and justify it. “Oh they call the president a thug, and you all always showing your ass and such!!!”

WTF? When Have I ever been the type of dude to have my ass out? or Even to conduct myself in a manner that you can compare to that garbage your trying to shovel to me? NEVER! I remember when I first started to work my garbage bag we call a job.. I wore slacks, and collard shirts everyday. Until I Saw that I was working around a bunch of ghetto nonsense, that I was gonna be here working my ass off, while the rest of the ghetto birds sat around and chatted about nonsense. SO! I threw on my jeans, my hoodies, my comfortable “ImdressinghowIfeelandHowyourpayingme” wear.

That went on, and I kept on being one of the ONLY productive people there. Coming in Early, and leaving late. So Recently for reasons that aren’t even important, I decide to swag it out and dress up. But I’m bombarded with the questions of “are you going on an interview?” etc.. Bitch.. can’t I just get fly? But even on slacks and shirts and tie days. My boss walks by me, doesn’t even say Hi.. These Old rich white doctors, stand in front of me and wont move by the elevator.. And The look in their eyes basically say.. “ok. Your dressed like us. But your still a nigger”.. The Students who I work with everyday, run to the other side of the elevator and are nervous I’ll “try” something…

No matter what you do.. If your black.. And especially a male. Your gonna be watched, judged, and Treated like a nigger. Even though their not bold enough to say it. That’s why the word never bothered me..

My homie Tim cleared that up for me.. When Mel Gibson went on his “Raped by a pack of niggers rant”… He said ” Listen, he isn’t wrong for saying it.. They all say it in their regular everyday conversation, he just got recorded for the first time”.. Which is totally true..

You won’t get opportunities, Unless you fight for it..

So your suit wont mean shit.. You have to fight tooth, and nail to get to that top.. And Me.. When I do get to that top.. Im opening the door for all my “niggers”.. Suits and non suit wearin niggers…

Until Then.. whatever comes to mind…
“Punctuality is the politeness of kings

~Kingly Thoughts

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The Cool Ghetto Bitch????

*Disclaimer – If your sensitive, “empowered”, or are offended by the word bitch, don’t read.. I never said the word bitch before, was a strong advocate against it. But.. I say it now, Some women are Queens, And Some..  well A Lot are bitches.. And they Like being it.. So.. This is what todays Thought is…..

Alright, This has been on my mind for a while, but as you know I encounter tons of scenarios in my life on a daily basis..And My question is..

When Did It become cool to be a bitch???

Like You really idolize, model yourself after and appreciate “bitches”?

I hate stupid, ignorant conversations and situations, that’s why I move by myself, Because I’m a different breed. I just sit back and watch shit happen.. Like I recall a time when I went to cali to visit my bro, and we went to a dodgers game. We sat back and looked at each other with the same look as two girls got into a fight about getting up and going to the bathroom. The Dumbest shit!..

And On a daily basis, I go to work, and have to hear at the top of their lungs, my coworkers praise, talk about, and go on and on about : Bad girls Club, Basketball wives, Mob wives, Teen mom…

The way they praise that tom foolery, I bet if they made a show called “Dumb Ass bitches”… They would watch and eat it up… Smh…

And Even watching others, how they act in the streets, towards their friends, their family, all over.. They idolize the Bitch behavior.. And won’t change nor see anything wrong with it…

When Did we think this was ok?

And the saddest part, is its mostly in my black culture..

But I have to say its fairly new.. Cause I know someone who shall remain nameless.. Who is perfect to me. I never even hinted that type of nature in them, and they don’t even rock like that. But she is from a different era which is lonnnnng gone..

Me and my brother are gentlemen. I was raised as such even though I had other sources of how men move. I remember recently, I walked by a girl, waiting at the light, she dropped her lip gloss, I’m waving at her… To tell her that she dropped it.. And plus she was not desirable at all.. and this bitch… says “Eww nigga no!!” WTF? I’m not trying to hollar at you.. you mud duck.. I’m just being nice..

My question is why that reaction, why the nastiness in whatever you do. And the fact that you are who you are because people condone your actions as being ok?

My whole outlook in life with most people. If you fuck a person up, they will generally act right, but when you don’t have that in situations people run free and act however they feel they want without repercussions.

It’s sad that most females are getting worse, because as mothers get younger, they are out partying with their daughters, teaching them that that’s ok. Taking topless pics with their kids, Smoking with them.. Is it ever gonna end… its just gonna be a continuous circle.. And its disappointing that the “cool” bitch is acceptable…

 

Until Next Thought…

“A King goes as far as he may, not as far as he could.”

~Kingly Thoughts…

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Through My eyes : Spanish Racism

Alright, Welcome to the world of my mind… I debated back and forth on whether to do the blog thing again. But then I realized, I have absolutely no one to talk to about certain issues that bother me day in and day out. All I ever do is sit back and think to myself, Quiet, Listening to music and noticing the world go by. So I will Be doing this as a self therapy/boredom absorber/ and To open up discussions to make people think…. So Welcome to my mind.. Its a dark, thoughtful, random, Crazy place… Watch your step…

 

So Topic one that I recently.. Well not so much recently, have encountered that goes Deeper than I thought…

Racism.. I’ve dealt with it.. Who cares. It doesn’t define me by any means. And plus People who do have the gall to call me a Nigger, usually will walk away as quick as possible because they can see the consequences in my eyes. But their is a new type of racism… Not new, But I never totally understood it, and didn’t really believe the depth in which is goes…

The Spanish Racism..

So. I accept everyone, Don’t discriminate. I even had to have a deep inner thinking session about the “hood” stigma of not accepting gay people.

Recently my homie “converted” his race. Which I don’t have a problem with. I don’t care. Whatever floats your boat. So I’m around these people… their parties, and as a grown man with hormones, I see all these beautiful Spanish women… I’m definitely gonna try to run up on a few and get in where I fit in..

But all I noticed was nasty stares, Isolation, and the Constant phrase of “I don’t date black guys”… I laugh things off a lot. So I did that with those constant phrases. But Then I sat back quietly and did my lil research in my head like I always do, just being an observant quiet guy. And Its DEEP.. the spanish guys act as if their better than me, but are afraid to act upon their disgust of me and “my kind” because they know it could get bad for em. So their goes the fake handshakes, the talking disrespectful in their spanish language.. etc.. Even so at my job with these lazy females. The spanish ones have the gall to stand in front of me (not knowing I understand some spanish) and talk about me in spanish….

And when A joking conversation which is real in my mind, when suggested that they don’t date black men they will get defensive and say “I’ve dated black men before”… My face : O_o…. C’mon son.. My questions:

So you dated… as in been in a relationship or just sex?

Oh.. ok.. just sex.. But you wouldn’t take him home to your mother? Right…. They actually have books on this very topic.. But for blacks vs. whites.. The culture itself teaches them that they are diluting their blood by being with a black man….And they quietly continue to push that logic because they don’t know any better.. BUT… they will be with a white man quicker than the knicks were out the playoffs..

But then I sit back and think.. their was a time where I was infatuated by spanish women.. Wanted one, their hair, their skin, their looks.. O_o… But then wondered why.. And I realized that most aren’t even pretty.. Its the racism within my own culture that makes me unconsciously attracted to them. The whole paper bag test bullshit.. Growing up, I use to hate my skin color, Felt ugly. etc.. My brother is light skinned.. I was envious, Hurt that females would ask about and swoon over him, and treat me like garbage, and I Would directly associate this with his skin color. But Snapped out of it when I realized I am the color of my mother.. The woman.. The only woman I’ve ever loved.. But In the black culture, That is the mentality. Brown skin, dark skinned, is inferior to light skinned. Which is why you have these dumbass celebrities, like bounty killer and lil kim bleaching their skin, pushing that to the youth. The reason why lil wayne wont have children with dark skinned women(as I’ve heard).. And the reason why I’ve actually heard a girl yesterday say that she wants this loser ass dude at the end of the train cause they would have nice hair’d children… O_o…

Sometimes People have to take a look into themselves.. Unbiased.. and Realize that some of the shit.. some of the characteristics you are pushing out.. is dumb as hell.. It’s your life, your choices. But Damn is it dumb..

 

Until next time..Whatever pops into my mind….

“He is a king who fears nothing, he is a king who desires nothing!”

 

~Kingly Thoughts…

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